I was in a similar situation and was able to negotiate a "no-fault" divorce through a court approved mediator. No lawyers, we split the cost of the mediator. It was civil and fair. Good luck. Mediation can be an effective alternative. Divorce hearing took exactly 45 seconds, ending 23 years of marriage. I came home to an empty house. I felt horrid.
That was 13 years ago and I have been HAPPILY married for the last 11 years. Go out for a long paddle turk, it might give you some boost of the spirit. I spent lots of time on the river after my divorce.
Wish I had the $ to help you out. We are working to be 100% debt free and targeting all resources toward that. Best to you.
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